Doing taxes today (I procrastinate, sush), and if my parents had claimed me as a dependent, which I thought they did at first, I would've paid 400-ish dollars. Finding out my parents DON'T claim me as a dependent...I get 600+ back. Awesome.

Soooo, my life has pretty much just failed epicly in every single way. Mostly in the school way, though. I had to write this paper for history where I interview someone who lived through WWII, and first off, they have to be old, and where the heck do you even get old people? But anyway, I found a guy and had an interview all lined up, and then he cancelled, like, three days before the paper is due. So I'm trying to find someone else, I call what I thought was a nursing home and made an idiot of myself because it's not a nursing home, it's a home for people with mental disabilities, but I finally am able to find something. My friend works at a nursing home, and even though it's a nursing home mainly for people with Alzheimers and dimensia, at least they are old enough. So I was supposed to call her Saturday and go there and interview someone, but I kind of totally crapped out and forgot, because of things. And Sunday I worked while she was at her work, so I couldn't go do it. And today is Monday, and the paper's due, but I just figured, whatever I'll take the zero on it. But now I find out I CAN'T take the zero on it, because if I don't pass in all the stuff for this class I get an L, which is basically just a big fat zero for the whole entire semester, never mind that I did everything else. So now I'm gonna have to get in touch with my friend and hopefully go interview an old person some other time, and pass the paper in late, and hope I don't friggin' fail this whole class.

This is not to mention the fail I am having in my other classes.

And on top of all this school fail, I have been CRAZY tired for the past week and a half. Like...I haven't been sleeping that great I guess, but honestly I've had worse nights than these, but I am just so tired all the time that sometimes I just can't even remember what the crap I'm doing. And, no, I don't think I have depression, 'cause even though I'm stressed out and kinda in a bad mod a lot, I still can be in a good mood sometimes, and I'm still interested in things like usual, and actually have a lot of motivation towards some things that have been on the back-burner for a while. I'm just tired, that's it, but it's kinda making life suck. And I end up falling asleep and taking naps a lot, even though I don't want to because I could be using that time to be productive, and the nap doesn't even matter anyway, because I wake up still being tired.

And then, probably because of my lack of proper sleep, I have been getting headaches, and I have a cold as well (which at least that seems to be mostly passed now). Anyway, sorry to dump this pile of crap and whining on you (who probably is nobody anyway, so why am I even apologizing?) but I just kind of wanted to vent a little.

Holy crow! Maine decided that March means summer, as opposed to it's usual decision that March means winter. I kind of like it, but it's also weird, and also just a tinch too hot, especially for pushing carts at work. Oh, well, supposedly it's gonna snow this weekend (yeah, I'm serious, wtf Maine, wtf).

Aaaaaaanyway....I dunno what else there is to say. I got a tumblr. Yep. I'm not really sure what I'm doing with it, haha.

Looking at some tumblr arts, come across a pic with BOOBIES and remember...some of these tumblrs post nsfw pics occasionally, and there is a small girlie sitting next to me. Time to take a break from tublr! I should go scan crap, yes. Scanning is good.

Also, what the heck, Maine. We have been unseasonably warm for March. Like...there's pretty much no snow anymore! Which, for Maine, is totally weird. We normally are still having occasional snowstorms about now. And instead I have been outside in just a sweater! But today it decided to act it's month, and now it's cooooooold. And rainy ): Bluh.

I meant to take a nap between classes, since they're both so boring and I didn't get a lot of sleep, and I don't want to fall asleep in class. Buuuut...I had to check Homestuck, and then the internet took hold, and now I've been internetting for over an hour, with no nap in sight....

For someone who doesn't really ever have anyone read this, I sure post an awful lot, haha...

Anyway, I caught that cold I was afraid I was catching. It's not deathitis cold yet, but it's not very fun. I spent most of today being a whiny pants jerkwad, and kind of wanted to coat my throat with something smooth and cold, and then take a nap forever. Ended up taking a nap for, like...ten minutes? Didn't really help. It was hardly a nap.

But! Apparently watching romantic comedies (more like a romantic drama???) is the way to feel better. Huh. Who knew?

I am having the hardest time remembering things today. I feel like a senile little granny.

Also, I have been tired and sore all day, now I might be a little bit feverish. I think I'm catching a cold ): Probably that really bad one everyone's been getting. Ew. But I've been lucky, this winter. I've had snuffles, sure, and a sore throat or two, but I haven't caught an actual cold all winter, which is a miracle for me. I normally catch, like, ten.

Also, work sucked. Not gonna get way in depth (I'm too tired) but when you have to stay an extra half hour just so they can give you the lunch they forgot to give you earlier, work really sucks. At that point, I just wanted to go home. And it made my poppa mad, too, because he'd already come to pick me up, and then he had to wait around some more while I had to take my lunch. But I got free things, so...that was nice.

Sometimes I listen to music and I picture these really cool dances to it, and then I get sad when I remember I haven't taken dance lessons in, like, five years and I can't dance like that anymore. Then I get even sadder when I realize...I couldn't dance like that even when I took lessons... xD

But, no, that's a true story.

It's days like today I hate being a girl. Finally starting to feel better after two midols and a crapton of chocolate. Dark chocolate, too, for the strongest results. I hate that stuff, blech!

Also...I was going to check for homestuck fanarts on deviantart and a couple tumblrs I look at, but my mom was sitting right next to me and I suddenly realized some of the homestuck fanarts are not...uh...particularly appropriate, if you catch my drift, and no way I want my mom to see those type of fanarts or know that I look at them. So I'll have to look for fanarts later.